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Wednesday, 10 December 2014
Assalamualaikum
im not saying that im stress but KIND OF (lol actually idk whats the actual defination of stress so wtv)
5 of December 2014
i officially out from Ma'had.
and now //drum beats//
the war has begun!
i had to catch up all the SPM topics tht i have missed out.
so everyone around me are like
ARASSO~!!
but i'm sure that u guys can't feel me. i have to catching up all the topics and i am not that fast. i'm not as smarter as u guys. im not that smart. so please understand.
i can say that i really can go with mathematics (the subject which i really hate since i was born) (& the hardest subject that i can't really follow since i was born)
please note that.
ok continue,i can go with math but not to fast. i took a private math teacher (& hes just 17)yes,he was so good at explaining i can understand what he has teached me before but there are some topics that i really need more explaination.
so i asked my mother to explain more deeper.
but SHE EXPLAIN ALMOST 3 TIMES WITH A DIFFERENT EXPLAINATION EACH TIME but me? all i got is just a question mark and a very super ultra mega headache!!!!
i am sorry mom i try to understand. so hard.
my mom can teach but the problem is me.
it is me who is not understand it WHY?
mathematics, why are you making my life harder??
this is definetly a war.
a war has begun.
Dear parents,i'll try. but please pray for me.
pray for my head to not receiving any headache anymore.
pray for my head&brain to not loading like forever (too slow)
pray for this war
thats enough.
i really can do it but wait. let me take from babystep ok.
Ya Allah, jika rezki masih di langit,turunkan lah,
Jika di bumi,keluarkan lah,
Jika SUKAR,PERMUDAHKAN LAH,
Jika harom suci kan lah,
Jika JAUH,DEKATKANLAH
Pernah dengar tak pepatah arab ni,
Izash taddat bikal balwa,
Fa fakkir fi 'Alam Nashrah' (Fainnama'al 'usru yuran,INNA MA'AL 'USRI YUSRAN),
'Usrun baina yuraini,
Iza fakkartahu tafrah.
Maksudnya :
Bila kita dilanda kesusahan yang payah sangat,
Maka ingatlah surah 'Alam Nashrah' (ayat yang "Maka setiap kesusahan,ada kesenangan,Sesungguhnya setiap kesusahan ada kesenangan),
Satu kali kesusahan,DUA KALI KESENANGAN.
Apabila kamu ingat,maka kamu senang hati.
keterangan ;
nampak tak tu? Allah ulang perkataan "Inna ma'al 'usri yusran" tu. maksudnya Allah highlight.
Setiap kesusahan ada kesenangan.
itu janji Allah. Janji Allahkan pasti?
jadi kita kena yakin.
AKU KENA YAKIN.
aku sahut cabaran ni.
so, the war has begun.