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How does it feel?
Saturday, 27 July 2013
Assalamualaikum,


"O you who believe! Avoid much suspicion,indeed some suspicions are sins. And spy not neither backbite one other" 49:12
how it's feel if you're in my shoes?
How does it feel when your father was insulted/backbiting by your own friend?

i felt dissapoint to have her as my friend.
untill now,i still can feel the pain.
even i'm not my Father,but.....im feeling so sad......

it's my father.

just why friend? why you insulted him? he did nothing to you
maybe to you it's a small matter. but you've hurt my heart..

i'm always listen to you when you've got any problem.
i'm always there.
and give some advises.
do you remember me?

i thought you were my one of my besties.
but in reality,you don't like my father,means you don't like me too.

"Ayah Ain lah dalang semua ni" kept repeated in my mind

i never backbiting your father. but why?

Ya Allah,only Allah understands my pain..

O,Allah,
Please forgive my parent's sins.
i'm so sorry for all my worng doings.
please help me handle these tears.
please save my parents.
please make my father's heart more tougher(tabah,i mean).

WHATEVER

so let my 'enemies' say what they will for my father's sins are MANY and perhaps because of their backbiting and slander my father's sins will be lightened and instead fall upon their shoulders

oh ya,thanks for you too for making my father's sins lightened ^^



wallahua'lam
*sorry for the broken english

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